I paced the floor in the bedroom, so nervous I couldn't be still. I am wearing only a short pink silk night gown and it floated around me as I walked back and forth, trying to calm down and breath. This whole plan was crazy; they couldn't really go through with it, could they? I stopped in my tracks when I heard the front door, then walked backwards until the back of my legs hit the bed, and I sat down. I thought I might start hyperventilating, feeling panic set in.